just got off of work. exhuasted. going to do physics and watch the democratic national convention. oh and shower. night ya’ll. 

people say i pay too close attention to things…but i can’t help notice the subtle way you pulled your hand away from mine, when you walked into the room and hugged everyone except me, the glance you give in my direction, the way you look at me as oppose to others, the way you address me..it’s so tiring…all of these things make me want to disappear. i’m too repulsive to be touched, loved, looked at. 

My name is Maya. 17. I’m an aquarius

I go to a performing arts high school for theatre

i reaaaaaaaaaaally want to be an actor in film particularly

my plan b is to be a psychologist or an ob/gyn 

i want to go to school in New York ( the new school to be exact)

i love old music,movies,fashion! (by old i mean all the way back to 1930’s)

i have a twin sister

my favorite foods are avocado,nectarine, and sushi  

i was diagnosed with depression and anxiety :) 

my favorite movie is gone with the wind

my favorite t.v show is grey’s anatomy 

i find peace in music, books, yoga, a good movie,running, fresh fruit and veggies,  and tea

no one at school really knows the real me because, i only show the surface of me and its really exhausting 

i have two puppies (miniature schnauzers) 

i’m terrified of roaches, the end of the world, and failure.

i hate any form of prejudice and stereotyping.

no i don’t eat fried chicken and watermelon i’m an articulate African american teenage girl .

i think that’s why ive been single all of my life because no one really sees me for me

i have extreme test taking anxiety it really is the worst part of my life

i really love to give advice so please don’t hesitate :)